Who cares?
I thought I did…once.
Then my life was turned inside out.
When life hands you lemons, make lemonade.
Yeah, right.
Everyone has their ups and downs. Me included.
And, in the past, I could get my positive mojo back – after a time.
But I feel like such a hypocrite – professing that the Law of Attraction will bring me back from the brink. I feel like such a liar portraying that face to those around me. At least those precious few that are still around. Have I alienated everyone? Have I done something wrong? Have I been incorrectly putting the Law into practice, thus causing my stagnation in life?
When you have questions, aren’t you supposed to turn to your friends and family for advice and support? What I thought I had, I seem to have lost…somehow. I don’t feel as if I have any friends that care anymore. And my family doesn’t know what to do with me, or how to deal with me at times like this.
I find myself saying “I don’t want to live…” a lot. I mean a lot. And I can’t seem to stop saying it.
But I’ve noticed that it is an unfinished sentence.
It could be “I don’t want to live…like this anymore.”
Or “I don’t want to live…in the darkness.”
Or, it could be “I don’t want to live…anymore.”
But who cares?
Right?