I’m at a loss to find motivation to be on-board for the new year.

I feel like a mental zombie – incapable of emotion.

I don’t want to be this way.

What happened to my positive outlook?

Where is my insight?

Does anyone pay attention anymore?

Does anyone care?

If nobody gives a shit, then why should I?

Where is my humanity?

Where is my gratitude?

The world is coming apart, and I feel powerless to do anything about it.

What now?