A milestone today.

My birthday.

Whoop-dee-fucking-doo.

And this is a milestone. I am not going to say what milestone it is – suffice it to say, that as you get older, each one takes on a deeper significance. You start to consider your own mortality in your daily existence. That can put a damper on things – if you let it. Or, at least that’s what they say…

I’m not going to try and find new meaning in this event. I’m not sure I have the time nor the energy to. Right now, I feel so disorganized and in chaos, I couldn’t envision adding any “tasks” to my ever-growing “to-do” list…yeah, like I even get a choice in that…

As for me, the journey is continuing for now. With each step, I test the ground beneath my feet. I know that even if I take the step, the support can give way at any time, or I can be washed away like leaves in a stream.

You just never know.