It seems I’m always complaining about something.

It’s a hard habit to change.

Especially when you are as physically exhausted as I am.

The world can be a frightening place, when your guard is down, and your defenses are weakened.

I’m like anyone else, I am in need of human contact and interaction.

I am also in need of a lot of sleep.

I really don’t know how I’m going to make it through today. It was tough enough yesterday. I’m afraid all I have right now, is the caffeine and loud music in my headphones to keep my brain semi-functional. Maybe I’ll try to get outside for a breath of the cold air.

Daylight savings time has started – but the clouds and rain make it look like nothing has changed…much. I can still feel the darkness closing in around me.

Sorry to be complaining again…