Monthly Archives: May 2019

Background Noise

Do you hear it? Sirens. Car horns, Dog barking. A distant train whistle. Kids laughing. An airplane overhead. Talking, Music. Life. Do you even think about the noise any more? Most of us are numbed to it. Self-conditioned to ignore … Continue reading

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What Am I Doing Here?

As this week goes on, that question gets more and more difficult to respond to.  Right now I am, literally, asleep  on my feet. It seems like I am always waiting for the stimulants to kick in. These days, it … Continue reading

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I Don’t Care

I’m really trying to hold it together. If you let it, this world will take and take and take from you until you have nothing left. Life will do that to you as well. Have you ever asked yourself “Is this … Continue reading

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I Don’t Know

That is our go-to response when we are too tired to think. I am guilty of using it, too. Too much, sometimes. Knee-jerk responses are all too easy to dish out. That gets on my nerves – particularly when I … Continue reading

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Why Am I Here…?

What do you say when you want to scream for help? Where does humanity live in today’s world? What am I supposed to do with all of the “chatter” in my mind? How alone am I in this world? I … Continue reading

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Rain

I’m sad My heart is heavy and dark I weep for humanity’s suffering I’m finding it hard to see reasons to keep going The pain is constant What can be done? It’s so dark and cold I want to scream… … Continue reading

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Darkness Again

It comes again I am enveloped in a dense cloud, heavy with the tears of the suffering This is not right How have I so sinned as to bring this upon myself? I feel what’s left of my soul being … Continue reading

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What’s a “Normal” Life…?

The problem with my mind is that I can have some really deep, meaningful, paradigm-shifting insights over the course of the day that I have this incredibly strong urge to immediately capture so it doesn’t disappear into the ether. But, … Continue reading

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