I’m not big on people these days. We’re all caught up in our own little daily dramas. We all walk a different path. Not all of us feel the same way as you do. No all of us are happy.

I can’t think right now. Totally exhausted. I’m struggling to maintain consciousness.

Anger and violence permeates our culture. It’s something that we all (now) have to work to avoid. The previous societal norms tend to abhor any sort of violent response in any situation. This feeds the happy side of most people’s normally functioning brain. (…if you’re happy and you know it, clap your hands…)

Lately, people like this have struck me as a mile wide and an inch deep – the converse of the dark and angry side of society. The same, but opposite. Black versus white. Light versus dark.

People – not a fan.

Lately, I have been feeling more exhausted after dealing with clowns like this…more so than usual. It has me worried. I am very sleepy and sluggish…I am thinking I need to see my doctor…

That did NO GOOD whatsoever.

I’m becoming more and more lost as a travel through the outside world. It’s a much darker place than I remember. My attitude is running out of power, running out of light, running out of air, running out of hope…

I want to close my eyes and drift away.

I am alone in the world.