It’s an interesting time in my life…and in the world…

What ‘s going on around me, I couldn’t begin to describe my perceptions to you. Not that it would do any good, because I seem to be addressing an empty room. I guess I am talking to myself on the fucking internet…

If that isn’t the most pathetic thing you’ve seen since Donnie and his ship of fools…it makes me angry at myself (remember, it’s “all about me“…) for losing my somewhat tenuous grip on my own emotions.

I could sit at this keyboard for 1 year, typing constantly, and still only scratch the surface of what I am going though. I don’t know how much time I have left on this planet, so I can’t see myself wasting any more time with this method of “communication” – I don’t even know what I expected from it. Perhaps the “suggestion” of a “social” component in social media was too high of a bar to set. Or the wrong expectation all together.

Social media is the biggest lie foisted on the world today.

Think of the last time you saw a group of people talking face to face, really engaged in the lost art of conversation. Children are getting “smart” phones as early as 4 years old. Many are growing up lacking the brain chemistry to carry on a real human conversation. This isn’t social as in connecting, it’s more for creating your own little mental world where you rule and everything revolves around you and you are always right and can get any information you need at any time you want or watch anything you want at any time you want and if someone doesn’t measure up to your standards they are swiped out of your existence…

Notice anything there?

Let me point it out for you…

This isn’t social as in connecting, it’s more for creating your own little mental world where you rule and everything revolves around you and you are always right and can get any information you need at any time you want or watch anything you want at any time you want and if someone doesn’t measure up to your standards they are swiped out of your existence…

Wow. Talk about an ego trip.

But, hey…it’s only me here…right…?