Have you ever felt such a sense of emptiness and darkness that you had no idea what to do?

Your pulse races…

…the pit drops out from your stomach…

…your breathing is rapid…

…your mind can’t focus…

…your hands shake…

…the energy you thought you had suddenly vanishes…

That’s what I am experiencing right now. I have a deep feeling of emptiness and a profound sense of sadness.

I hate it. It stops everything that I want to do and feels like a power outage in my soul. I used to be better grounded in my life – in my “younger” days. What has happened to me? Age? What? Try as I might, I have been unable to see it.

Have you ever felt anything like that before?

I have. And I’ve never liked it.

I immediately assume that something is wrong with me…right?

You’ve never felt that way before…really?

Sure.

Nobody gives a shit anymore. Nobody gives a good Goddamn about your or your problems.