I’ve tried hard to be a good person. A supportive husband. We’re coming up on 31 years of marriage.

I have little strength left to deal with the world and the way things are. It takes so much out of you to begin with just dealing with Covid.

I’ve done what I could to keep clear of the disease, for both of our benefit. This includes getting vaccinated.

On the other hand, my wife’s “doctor” has always told her NOT to get vaccinated for anything. NOT EVEN COVID. She claims that they “put the virus in the vaccine” (flu or Covid) and they rush it into production so they can make the most profit. All without a lick of proof or medical data to support it.

I asked her if she’d taken the Covid shot. Well, of course she had to, being a “doctor” and all…also to protect her family.

My wife trusts her advice and is resisting getting vaccinated. She’s made that decision and I don’t fucking get a choice. And now, she’s complaining that she can’t go anywhere or do anything because she’s not vaccinated.

I am eating myself up inside. With fear for my wife’s life. And with the blinding anger and rage towards those that are responsible for causing this pain to my family, friends and loved ones. The choice of protecting my wife has been taken away from me. Someone will be held accountable.

I have dealt with depression my entire life. I can’t go on like this. I feel lost. I have nothing left to give. I am empty.

What am I supposed to do?