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This Isn’t Easy for Everyone

I have to really focus to remember what day it is. I’ve been working from home since March 22nd. Everyone has taken up this “challenge” of isolation to reduce the number of potential contacts during this pandemic. While it is … Continue reading

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Survival

As I write this, we are under a “stay at home” order by the Governor. As I site here, trapped, my stress is taking it’s toll on my spirit. I am finding I need to unload some anger, so if … Continue reading

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I Can’t Take This Anymore

Are you as tired as I am? Who am I kidding? Nobody is reading this. Not one real person is taking the time to read my diatribes. I know that. But I still feel the need to write, to get … Continue reading

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Into the Void

I know nobody reads these posts. I just write to get these feelings out of my head, in hopes of gaining some modicum of mental peace. I’m tired of dealing with the world, its current state and it’s cast of … Continue reading

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I Weep…

I weep for what the world has become – I weep for the multitudes in suffrage – I weep for the children torn from their loving families by the godless edict of a dictator or by a bullet from one … Continue reading

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Holidays – Again…

What happened to me? This bucolic image of what a Christmas holiday is has never seemed to connect with me. Sure, from my earliest formative years, my parents tried to set in us an appreciation for the old standards – … Continue reading

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How Much More of This…

It’s an interesting time in my life…and in the world… What ‘s going on around me, I couldn’t begin to describe my perceptions to you. Not that it would do any good, because I seem to be addressing an empty … Continue reading

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A Darkness Anew

I’m really struggling with it. I find myself here again – a place both breathtaking and all-too-familiar. I’m finding it harder to function on a daily basis. I am at a loss as to what to do. On the one … Continue reading

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Please…

What do I have to do? All I want is some peace. Maybe some humanity, some decency… I don’t feel like I am improving. That’s a laugh…”improving”… I feel like I want to explode. Is there something I am missing? I feel … Continue reading

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Empty

I am at a loss to feel anything for anyone right now. It has been pretty much stomped out of me. Compassion, empathy, caring…you name it. I see nothing but the darkness that envelops your soul and has laid claim … Continue reading

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