Author Archives: vftc11

I’m not big on people these days. We’re all caught up in our own little daily dramas. We all walk a different path. Not all of us feel the same way as you do. No all of us are happy. I can’t think right … Continue reading →

What will it take for all of this to fucking STOP? Everyone needs to know that all of us might not make it to the top of the mountain. Consumed by the fires of “civil” discourse. I’m exhausted – it’s … Continue reading →

It’s so bright outside I can’t get excited about it I have no feelings No peace I feel so tired My energy is gone Sadness permeates my being I feel empty inside only questions that will never be answered Am … Continue reading →

It’s difficult to think these days. I mean real, focused, contemplative consideration of anything your mind creates. The act of consideration of any thought for any significant length of time probably doesn’t exist any more – not with all of … Continue reading →

My mind is a noisy place it’s hard to find a base of inner peace there is so much that I want to do so many thoughts fly through my mind with such depth and meaning I have the strongest … Continue reading →

Since I know nobody is reading this, I’m going to go a little “off the rails”… This country is fucked. Too many of the younger people are a large part of the reason I feel this way. Oh, some will … Continue reading →

On this day before Independence Day, I find myself still questioning the Universe on a wide variety of topics. It frustrates me to no end that my mind seems to have all of the energy to fly in 100 different … Continue reading →

What is it about life that makes us doubt ourselves? My opinion: exhaustion. It was hard to keep awake when I got home last night – very hard. It was equally as difficult to get up this morning. I’m finding … Continue reading →

I always say that dealing with life (for me) is like carrying a tray of marbles upstairs. The biggest challenge for me is not losing too many of them along the way. So, understanding why my mood and emotions seem … Continue reading →

How are you doing? I’m feeling lost. I can’t describe exactly what I am feeling right now. Low. Tired. Mentally slowed. I can barely muster up enough strength or mental energy write this. Today, my outlook feels like the weather … Continue reading →