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Sleep

I picked up a piece of equipment from the hospital on Friday that I was to use in doing a home sleep test. This is, as I understand it, a precursor to a full-blown lab sleep test (should the data … Continue reading

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I Am

I say this a lot. A lot. I am…tired. I am…in pain. I am…exhausted. I am…an idiot. I am…depressed. I am…afraid. “I am” has been said to be one of the more powerful statements a person can make. To preface … Continue reading

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How Am I Going to Do It?

There is so much stimuli in the world – I am not sure where to turn to find any peace. Not to mention, self-thought and valid communication. I’m not happy with what I am right now. Exhausted. Fat. In pain. … Continue reading

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Changes

I need to make some. It’s getting harder and harder to do things – like walk – and I am rapidly losing the energy to even give a damn. My pulse rate quickens when I contemplate how much I have … Continue reading

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Dealing With It

How do you deal with it? Any of it…? Where do you go when you can’t go on? When your life energy is tapped out and you struggle to intake the next breath of air, what do you do? Asking … Continue reading

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Ups and Downs

Roller coasters are only appropriate in amusement parks, right? I know it’s analogous, but using that term to explain daily variations emotional or psychological issues really does a disservice to the amusement park industry. When you are on a roller … Continue reading

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Go Ahead…Underestimate Me…That Will Be Fun

Probably one of the better t-shirt sayings I’ve seen in a long time. It boggles my mind that the Elephant’s Ass party thinks that the general public will believe anything they say and hold it as true. And those that do … Continue reading

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Consistency

Does anyone remember that word? Does anyone miss that word? If I have any opinion this morning, its that more and more “brick and mortar” retailers can’t seem to get a clue about merchandising their establishments. Case in point – … Continue reading

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Peace

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Here

I’m still here…if anyone cares. Hellacious busy week at work – plus other things have taken a lot of my time. That’s funny…MY time…when has it EVER been MY time…seriously… It’s just me – and my lesser demons – navigating … Continue reading

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