Author Archives: vftc11

Still here

Posted on March 15, 2019 by vftc11

Slammed at work the past week or so. Does anyone else trust doctors? I really don’t – I find it difficult to believe that they have our best interests at heart. And they never think of you as an individual … Continue reading →

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I Hate To Complain, But…

Posted on March 12, 2019 by vftc11

It seems I’m always complaining about something. It’s a hard habit to change. Especially when you are as physically exhausted as I am. The world can be a frightening place, when your guard is down, and your defenses are weakened. … Continue reading →

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Lost

Posted on March 8, 2019 by vftc11

Friday. One of the more sought-after days of the week. Where did my energy go? My focus? My ability to stay awake without caffeine and other stimulants? Friday mornings – for me – are an overwhelming feeling of wanting to … Continue reading →

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When?

Posted on March 7, 2019 by vftc11

Time is a commodity that we all have a finite amount of. What we do with that time is how we are graded in the school of life. Am I the only one who has sporadic episodes of anger and … Continue reading →

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Again

Posted on March 6, 2019 by vftc11

The ongoing internal dialog in my brain is screaming…again. Not an easy night’s sleep last night. Mental serenity is something I am going to find in short supply for the moment. I have these things I want to express in … Continue reading →

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Close To Home

Posted on March 5, 2019 by vftc11

I know I’ve just come through another birthday – a milestone one. We all get older, whether we like it or not. With my ambivalence towards life and my participation in it, I am riding the depression roller coaster on … Continue reading →

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Fault

Posted on March 4, 2019 by vftc11

Why does there have to be blame assigned to everything in the world? Some people waste their entire life blaming others for their shortcomings. And many more people (especially today) use blame to diminish others for their own selfish gains without … Continue reading →

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Is Anyone Out There?

Posted on March 1, 2019 by vftc11

I’ve lost my way. People say – Step up. Get involved. Fight the good fight. People assume that we all have endless energy and strength to do all of this stuff (while living a full life, working and providing for … Continue reading →

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Why Am I Doing This?

Posted on February 28, 2019 by vftc11

Good question. There is so much of what I’m calling “dialog” going on in my head at any one time, it’s hard not to have some of it come bursting forth in some fashion. And I want to be able … Continue reading →

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And Here We Are…

Posted on February 27, 2019 by vftc11

I seem to have survived another birthday…another year older. Am I wiser? I’m not aware of any palpable increase in “wisdom.” Quite the contrary – I’m feeling pretty stupid. I’m just tired.  Of everything. Of the world. Of the people. … Continue reading →

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