Category Archives: Miscellaneous Musings

Into the Void

I know nobody reads these posts. I just write to get these feelings out of my head, in hopes of gaining some modicum of mental peace. I’m tired of dealing with the world, its current state and it’s cast of … Continue reading

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I Weep…

I weep for what the world has become – I weep for the multitudes in suffrage – I weep for the children torn from their loving families by the godless edict of a dictator or by a bullet from one … Continue reading

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Holidays – Again…

What happened to me? This bucolic image of what a Christmas holiday is has never seemed to connect with me. Sure, from my earliest formative years, my parents tried to set in us an appreciation for the old standards – … Continue reading

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How Much More of This…

It’s an interesting time in my life…and in the world… What ‘s going on around me, I couldn’t begin to describe my perceptions to you. Not that it would do any good, because I seem to be addressing an empty … Continue reading

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A Darkness Anew

I’m really struggling with it. I find myself here again – a place both breathtaking and all-too-familiar. I’m finding it harder to function on a daily basis. I am at a loss as to what to do. On the one … Continue reading

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Please…

What do I have to do? All I want is some peace. Maybe some humanity, some decency… I don’t feel like I am improving. That’s a laugh…”improving”… I feel like I want to explode. Is there something I am missing? I feel … Continue reading

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Empty

I am at a loss to feel anything for anyone right now. It has been pretty much stomped out of me. Compassion, empathy, caring…you name it. I see nothing but the darkness that envelops your soul and has laid claim … Continue reading

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Thoughts…I Think…

I’m not big on people these days. We’re all caught up in our own little daily dramas. We all walk a different path. Not all of us feel the same way as you do. No all of us are happy. I can’t think right … Continue reading

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Somebody Help Me Understand…

What will it take for all of this to fucking STOP? Everyone needs to know that all of us might not make it to the top of the mountain. Consumed by the fires of “civil” discourse. I’m exhausted – it’s … Continue reading

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Ohhh No…

It’s so bright outside I can’t get excited about it I have no feelings No peace I feel so tired My energy is gone Sadness permeates my being I feel empty inside only questions that will never be answered Am … Continue reading

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