Category Archives: Miscellaneous Musings

This is getting bad. I’ve been tired before – drifting-off tired. – chin-on-the-chest tired… – can’t-stop-yawning tired… – unable-to-focus tired… – ??? tired… It’s getting more and more obvious to me that I have to do…something. Specifically. TAKE A VACATION. … Continue reading →

How do I begin? Where do I begin? Another sleep-deprived Monday. I’m drinking my venti (with two add shots) and trying to stimulate any synapses in my brain to do anything remotely resembling a coherent thought. It stops and starts … Continue reading →

So starts another week. Am I ready for this week? No. Why? I wish I could put my finger on the reason for it – if there was any reason other than pure exhaustion. Mentally, I’m in a walking coma. … Continue reading →

This morning, as I sit here at my desk, I find myself acutely aware of my breathing and pulse rate. I’m not sure why. I question a lot of things these days, not the least of which is my sense … Continue reading →

I’m not sure how I am supposed to react to the constant barrage of emotions that I am subjected to. I resist that drama as much as I am able to. It just sucks the life out of my soul … Continue reading →

The mind is a tenuous instrument. At least, that’s the way it feels for me. There are times when I am feeling fine one minute, and something happens that acts like a hand-grenade in my head to blow me off … Continue reading →

On behalf of my gender, I want to offer my sincerest apologies for the difficulty you’ve been having finding someone to have a meaningful relationship with. It pains me to know that someone of your intelligence, quality and grace is … Continue reading →

I picked up a piece of equipment from the hospital on Friday that I was to use in doing a home sleep test. This is, as I understand it, a precursor to a full-blown lab sleep test (should the data … Continue reading →

I say this a lot. A lot. I am…tired. I am…in pain. I am…exhausted. I am…an idiot. I am…depressed. I am…afraid. “I am” has been said to be one of the more powerful statements a person can make. To preface … Continue reading →

There is so much stimuli in the world – I am not sure where to turn to find any peace. Not to mention, self-thought and valid communication. I’m not happy with what I am right now. Exhausted. Fat. In pain. … Continue reading →