Tag Archives: darkness

And Here We Are…

Posted on February 27, 2019 by vftc11

I seem to have survived another birthday…another year older. Am I wiser? I’m not aware of any palpable increase in “wisdom.” Quite the contrary – I’m feeling pretty stupid. I’m just tired.  Of everything. Of the world. Of the people. … Continue reading →

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Quiet

Posted on February 22, 2019 by vftc11

I really don’t like feeling like this. Like I am ready to explode – shatter into a million pieces. My pulse is racing. I feel afraid…unsure of what to say or do next. My head is spinning. I want to … Continue reading →

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Winter’s Here

Posted on February 11, 2019 by vftc11

I hate the snow. I hate how it disrupts lives, creates confusion, and chills humanity to the bone. When I find that I can’t get around to do even the most simple tasks, I get very frustrated. And depressed. Sure, … Continue reading →

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The Roller Coaster Never Stops

Posted on February 1, 2019 by vftc11

It’s another day where I feel like I want to jump out of my skin. I hate these days. The mental noise is deafening. I want it to STOP. It’s been 11 year this August since I was laid off … Continue reading →

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Why?

Posted on December 1, 2016 by vftc11

My sadness is deep today. Why? That’s a big question. Answering it gets us in more trouble and grief than any of the others. How can I get out of this darkness? Am I on the right path? Wait a … Continue reading →

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