Tag Archives: depression

Why Am I Doing This?

Posted on February 28, 2019 by vftc11

Good question. There is so much of what I’m calling “dialog” going on in my head at any one time, it’s hard not to have some of it come bursting forth in some fashion. And I want to be able … Continue reading →

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And Here We Are…

Posted on February 27, 2019 by vftc11

I seem to have survived another birthday…another year older. Am I wiser? I’m not aware of any palpable increase in “wisdom.” Quite the contrary – I’m feeling pretty stupid. I’m just tired.  Of everything. Of the world. Of the people. … Continue reading →

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Five

Posted on February 20, 2019 by vftc11

Have you ever felt an exhaustion so complete that you couldn’t imagine going on with living? I’m having that feeling more and more these days. Am I psyching myself out? Probably. How did I get this far off the path? I … Continue reading →

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Winter’s Here

Posted on February 11, 2019 by vftc11

I hate the snow. I hate how it disrupts lives, creates confusion, and chills humanity to the bone. When I find that I can’t get around to do even the most simple tasks, I get very frustrated. And depressed. Sure, … Continue reading →

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The Roller Coaster Never Stops

Posted on February 1, 2019 by vftc11

It’s another day where I feel like I want to jump out of my skin. I hate these days. The mental noise is deafening. I want it to STOP. It’s been 11 year this August since I was laid off … Continue reading →

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I’m Still Here – How Did That Happen?

Posted on January 16, 2019 by vftc11

I’m not sure if anyone reads this (especially since I’ve not written for 2 years…duh…) If so, great. If not, then this is hopefully something I can do to help navigate the ups and downs of life in the world … Continue reading →

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